ON HIATUS.

You disgust me, really.
You may not like my attitude, but what's it to you anyway?
You're obviously going around badmouthing me, and trying to get everyone to be on your side or whatsoever, so that everyone thinks i'm at fault and you'll always be that nice person who's nice.
I'm so angry now, whatever I say doesn't even make any sense. But whatever.
Why don't you just try to be yourself, huh? You disgusting piece of crap.
Stop being so fake infront of me. If you don't like me, just say so.
Cause its weird to have to act like a nice person to a person who's going around telling tales about you and yet acts like an angel infront of you. -.-

SCREW YOU.

I hope you're reading this, you little piece of crap   _|_

I really don't know what to post about. I have a boring life with nothing to brag about, and so, I'm gonna answer questions that people I know frequently ask. Yes, they actually know me, which makes them seem dumber. Why? Read on and you'll find out. (What motivated me to make this post? Well, someone just asked me a damn bloody stupid question today, that's why.)
Mixed-bloods, sometimes confuse the people around them. That I know, but there's a limit to how 'confused' you can be you know. Everyone is born with common sense. So here it goes..

1. Friend -Sarah! Aren't you Malay??
    Me- Er, no? I'm chinese-indian mixed.
    Friend-Yea, chinese and indian mixed, and that makes you malay! ^^
    Me: Hmmm ...

SERIOUSLY, SCREW YOUR BLOODY BRAINS, OH WAIT, MAYBE YOU DON'T HAVE BRAINS.

2. Me- I haven't been to india before.
   Friend- Really? you should visit that country every month or something you know...
   Me- why?
   Friend- cause its your hometown.
   Me- ok..

WHY DON'T YOU VISIT CHINA EVERY MONTH THEN?! _|_


3. Friend-OMG WHY THE HELL ARE YOU EATING PORK.
    Me- Why can't I eat pork?
    Friend-cause you ain't chinese!!!
    Me- The abstinence from pork is a religious belief practised by muslims, and muslims only.
    Friend- really meh?! omg i didn't know leh!
    Me- duh. you're obviously goddamn stupid.

4. Friend-hey sarah, do you have the indian accent?
    Me- why should i have the indian accent?
    Friend- cause your dad is indian.
    Me- so what you're trying to tell me is, just cause my dad is indian, i have to speak with the indian accent?
    Friend- yea...

AGAIN, SCREW THOSE BRAINS OF YOURS.



I hope you people stop asking me stupid questions like these anymore. really. its a pain to have to answer them all the time.

:)

Hi to you, and thanks for reading this horribly boring post of mine. I don't even know why you bother to, cause its a waste of your life. Anyway, I applied for two courses through the DPA. (Direct Poly Admission) today, so I'm hoping that one of them will accept me. I really need this, cause i can forsee myself in ITE if I don't apply for this. Of course I didn't write everything on my own, I mean, its not that I can't speak/write english, but isn't it better to let people who have a better command of the language help you?! :D
So, special thanks to DYLAN TAN & JESSE LAI.- the two people who helped me come up with incredible things to say for the 'why do you want this course blah.. blah.. blah' part. But, then again, I don't know if having good english only can help me clinch the DPA spot, I mean, I'm not applying for some language course you know?! But putting that aside, I'm stilll very thankful to know these two guys, what would I do without them!?!?! LOL
Oh and anyway, the chinese oral exam today sucked. The examiners probably thought 'wtf is this malay girl doing here -.-' I think that's the first impression I give to most chinese teachers. haha!
I shall end here, will update soon! ^^

I'll find another you.

I'm happy with the way things are now :)